Reality's CheckPoint*

[Zeik Blaine]

I feel so faint
discouraging thoughts crossing the waves that crash into my mind
terrible;uncontrolable fear
all my thoughts are re-arranged

teenage anxiety consumes my blood
then turns to a boiling point
at the climax of self loathing
i come crashing down
on the ones who love
and on the ones who hate

Second guessing reality's checkpoint
everyword ignites the fuel
tireless portrayles take over the day
images so unclear;dont understand
confused by life's irrationalities

disputed Anger induces me
discomfort lies with-in me
desperated curiousity controlls me
consuming fear never ends
falling from self-contradiction
appreciation is far from logical explanation

-this is the last of my thoughts...for awhile or forever...*shrugs*

[parch]

you seem upset, confused about something and the words hide it, ...
i do that
i don't like to let the real issues come face to face w/ reader
but anyway...
bout your poem (thoughts)

it was more developed than earlier stuff but still lacking a little control somehow.
not confusing ..i don't think...just a little uncontrolled.

___---parch

[Zeik Blaine]

I know this is an old one, but i really wanted to bring it back up. I dont really do this, but i haven't explaind my thoughts about it...., Its dedicated to my brother...Those close enough to me know what im talking about.